Congratulations, you've found the incredibly rare Holographic EX-Dissociation playlist.
I work with constant back to back appointments, and every now and then, midway through typing my shit in and making small talk, I just drop out of my body and feel like I just got placed in a world I don't belong in. Like I'm looking at the world through another person's eyes and can't feel my own body. To keep the appointment going, I have to imagine how I look through the eyes of the people across from me and puppet myself to look not-crazy. It doesn't happen very often but is reassuring, in a way, to know I'm not alone.
Looks like all sources are cited. I can morally like this mix 👍
the subtle heart beats, the messages, serene music and trippy visuals combine so well. you can tell this is made for lonely people
"You deserve, to exist..." That hit me in my spiritual nutsack bro. Is this what soul food tastes like?
The algorithm spirits have blessed me yet again
never expected a breakcore playlist to make me emotional over affirmation sentences but here i am tearing up just by reading them
breakcore is the most depressing yet reassuring genre of music to ever be created in history of man: coming from a man with both ocd and bipolar disorder
I don't dissociate and I don't listen to breakcore, but I'm definitely saving this for later.
I was told recently by a very special somebody that I saved them, and while they still get caught in a rut sometimes, they know I'm in their corner rooting for them, even a thousand miles away. She'll never see this but I love you, keep on keepin on.
I don't know how, but the visuals, the cute little messages of hope and encouragement, all of this just cries out to my soul saying "Your journey is not over and everything is going EXACTLY how it should, you just have to FOCUS on WAKING UP TOMORROW!" I want to start truly living as me so so so bad, but I can't do that if I stop now. I feel there's this entire community of people waiting for me, the true me, to show up and join them and become a warrior for kindness, hope, love, & be a beacon for others lost in the dark bogs of misery and self-doubt. I know I'm just another commenter in this sea of words, and I know I only "know" you from this post, but @youtubezombies , I love you. Thank you for this much needed playlist, music truly does heal...
Thank you for making this I need something to rival the overwhelming anxiety noise in my head, and this the closest that ever got to it
Found this while boxing up and putting away my cat's things after she died in my arms a few nights ago. Thanks for giving me something to not k.m.s too. Putting this shit away is heartbreaking and gutwrenching. The heavy bass and breakbeats were a welcome cope. I needed that, thank you. Her name was Marmalade Jan 2021 - Oct 2nd 2024
Thank you friend. I passed this to my step-daughter who has dissociative disorder. Love your messages included.
I really like disappearing and appearing inscriptions and drawings! This makes the playlist cozy and warmer. That's why I love listening to music on YouTube, because sometimes you find artifacts like this.
When you click the video and it is already half played, you know the mix is good.
I usually dont like these kind of playlist becuase they are too dark for me, but this is actually wholesome.
For almost 2 years now I've been in a constant state of not feeling like I can experience life, the moments, or anything. I struggle on the daily to exist after all I've been through. These kinds of videos I hold dear to me. I'm not alone, life sucks but it does for all. If for a brief moment, this video made me feel something, it's... what this world needs more of for people like myself. Days bleed into days, seconds blur into hours, I was told to be positive and happy but I can't feel much anymore. This, again... really wakes me up for a little, psychosis, dissociation, splits.. they bleed away.. thank you. You put together something lovely that even I could feel. Much love ❤
thank you for this the noise to counter the noise in my head is healing the little messages on the side made me feel a warmth i haven't in a long time i'm crying in a healing way i hope lame i'm just using this as a little diary but thank you
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